Monday, February 11, 2008

One of those days...

This has just been a blah sort of day. Nothing really wrong, but I don't have any energy and I feel like curling up into a tiny little ball and sleeping for about a week. Mondays are hard, waking at 5:00am and teaching four classes, but this is different. Part of the problem is last night's fractured sleep--waking up every hour. But also, I'm at an impasse with a couple of projects and life choices, and when I get to a fork in the road, sometimes my best coping mechanism is to shut down for a day or so.
Decisions are hard, and change is hard. I need to make a change at work and I'm having a hard time gathering up enough chutzpah to do it. I also need to GO BACK TO SCHOOL and seem paralyzed at the thought of it.
High-class problems, to be sure.
It's amazing what a bad night's sleep can to do you.
One thing good today was that at 6:30 this morning I signed up for the triathlon! I'm a little nervous, but I'll make it through. It'll be nice to have a challenge that I can conquer in just one day.
Unless I'm even slower than I think I'll be...

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